ONE: I have a presentation that I’ve been THINKING/brain storming about for TWO damn days now.. and still NOTHING! I have an idea of how I wanna do it.. but the thing is, what is my MAIN FOCUS?
Also this presentation counts as our final grade for this class (this is our final exam).
How am I suppose to do a 10 minute presentation about a website that I made for a company called UPEC? (When UPEC hasn’t gotten in contact with me since…. last week!?) Oh and did I mention that we were suppose/welcome to invite our client (as for me is UPEC) but well.. like I said, UPEC’s PR hasn’t even contacted me back for days now! :@
Oh and another thing, it’s a 10 minute presentation with OTHER faculty members!!! I’ma be nervous as heck and sweating like crazy when I present! AHHH. Oh, I almost forgot, is it fair that others are in groups on this “project” when some of us are not (for we didn’t have a choice because well you know, it really only takes one person to create ONE simple website)… hmmm? I don’t know. I’m just kind of mad because others took on projects that aren’t even in their field when this is suppose to “improve” your portfolio.. so shouldn’t you be doing something in your field? UGHHH

SECOND: I just realized that Finlandia’s Graphic Design program isn’t that great… I used to go to Ferris State and I should have stayed there (but I transferred to be closer to Tom, for I couldn’t bare the 9 hours long distance blah). But you know what… I kind of regret that. Advice to self, make yourself happy first, especially if it’s going to affect your future in a long run. I really wish I didn’t transfer but then again, I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t. Ahhh.. I just think I could be learning MORE & getting MORE experience on Graphic Design if I was at Ferris and actually learning what I need to learn!
Only thing I learned this semester is Finnish History…. GAH! What does that have to do with Graphic Design? GRRR!!!

Right now… I feel pointless and just sad.
I just feel like I wasted my life this semester. (Not that I didn’t take hard classes, I kinda wish I took harder ones. Not that I’m that smart, but dang.. I just feel like I didn’t learn anything.)
I’m so disappointed with myself.

:”(

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